Something I used to be

Oh hon qnq
I love you
So,so much 
And I wish I could show it more than I am able to
You are wonderful,and I really wish you could see that
But even if you can't,I sure as hell know you are.You are a very lovable person who I am glad to have in my life.
I regret more than anything for not contacting you more.
I think you're beautiful.The most beautiful person I know,inside and out. I don't care what people have to say.I love you regardless of your body or gender.I love you for you,and nothing else.You don't have to live up to what others expect of you.Not around me.You can always be yourself around me,I will never judge you for it.Because you're just so damn perfect to me.
You can always contact me if you need to vent about these things,I'll be there to listen,I promise
I care about you and your well being more than anything else 
And you're practically my main motivation to keep up with this cruel world
You mean so much to me,I can barely put it in words 
It pains me to see or hear you sad.Your sad voice is the most heartbreaking thing on planet Earth I swear 
You deserve so much more positivity in your life,because you truly deserve it.You deserve every wonderful thing this planet has to offer.Because you yourself are wonderful,Jamie.
And I love you.So very much.Ya hoe